Yes..this is me...

So, my sister, Military Mom, has tagged me for this desk top thing. Well, here it is!!! Yes, it says, As usual, I am drunk and full of pills.
The whole thing is pretty basic and has many folders for school and such. The IM is for my sis...who won't answer me right now! Anyway, I would tag some people for this, but I have no one to tag, but Military Mom. Redundant for her to do it again. Hope you enjoy my desk top...I know I do!

Ever had a day like this??? Hope not!

So yesterday morning at 7:35am I was taking the kids to school. I was stopped waiting to take a left onto the road of the school. I can see the school from where I am. I start to turn left then...I see a man rolling onto my hood of the car. I had no idea what just took place, was he on foot, a bike, and motorcycle??? I got out and saw a motorcycle laying right in front of the car and a man leaning against the front of the car. I am freaking in my head, trying to keep my composure...I say "I am so sorry!!!"...he said..."it's ok sweetheart"...I said "NO, IT'S NOT!!! I JUST HIT YOU WITH MY CAR!!!". I had a few people helping us so that was good. We got him to the side of the road. EMTs said he was going to be sore and bruised, but ok. I was still freaking out because they life-flighted him. They assured me it was just standard precaution. My poor kids were in the back of the car watching everything go on. The kids and I are ok, my car? No. His motorcycle? Not bad actually. How did this happen???? Not sure??!! I honestly did not see him. The sun was barely up by then, but none the less, we all had our lights on right??!! Yep, we did. So, I was barely over the middle line of the road when I hit him. I was going no more than 5-6 mph. I only moved about 5 feet, if even. My car was not even all the way in his lane. The front of my car was hardly over the line! What happened???? Well, it was determined my the county and the State Trooper, and the 2 witnesses, that he was speeding. This was a school zone-35mph. they figure he was going about 50-60mph. Does this help the fact that I hit a man? Hell no! My anxiety level is through the roof! I have never been in a wreck, much less hit a man on a motorcycle. I feel horrible. The Tropper did not ticket or fine me because he said the guy could have stopped, but didn't even try. I am getting charged with the wreck though. I feel horrible. One good thing came out of this...my son now is off the whole I want a motorcycle thing!!!! Anyway, that was my Monday. It sucked. I hope the man is ok and doesn't try to sue the shit out of me. My ins. will get all his stuff, but some people really suck!! Hopefully, he is not a people hater!! I will keep a post on the outcome. I will tell how he is doing if I can ever find out.

I hope that everyone else in the world had a better day than I did yesterday.

On a brighter note...tomorrow is All Hallows Eve!!! I am a big Halloween geek! I am going to be CARRIE-bloody and creepy!!!
I will post pics if you do!!!

I'm loving it!!!

Thursday I started my working out stuff. I had to wait til I had hot water again. Anyway, Thursday I did 55 minutes with the balance ball. I really felt the muscle burn on Friday. I did 15 minutes on Friday morning, then did another 55 minutes today! I love that thing!!! The balance ball really gives a workout. My abs are really sore, but that means I did it right...right? My ticker hasn't moved, but I am hoping to see some results because I plan to continue this everyday! Military Mom your mat is on it's way!!!! I hope you are getting some rest this weekend after your long hard work week. I loves you!

OK! I GET IT!!!

Ok, I get it! I know that we must do what we talk about constantly...get into shape. So my awesome sister, Military Mom, has put a goal out there for herself. Now I can't make her do this by herself...so, I will do my best to do the 30 minutes a day and move that ticker a bit down. I guess it only makes sense since I complain constantly about my big butt and fat stomach. I understand that talking does nothing for me, so I have to do the actions. My many excuses will have to go out the window and I have to grow up about this no time thing...I will make time! So here is to all the procrastinators, excuse makers, and complaining chics who want to actually do something other than what we are use to...nothing...and start exercising! CHEERS to Missy Military Mom!!! You are my motivation! I love you!

What a Week!!!!!

This week was basically crap! My wonderful husband is going crazy in his job...so that means I am just going crazy. He actually has two, yes 2, days off soon. He has Sun and Mon. This is a good thing!

So my useless class I was taking are now finished. I recieved a "B" on both of my finals. I am now in Philosophy and Psychology...both intro classes and I absolutely love them so far.

I have just read my sister's blog and saw some inspiration...tickers! I started my weight loss ticker...we will see how that goes! Wish me luck!

I guess this whole I don't have time to workout thing is just a bunch of crap! Come on woman!!!!! I will do better!!!

You will see my ticker for school soon...as soon as I can find the perfect one!

Thank you Military Mom!!! You are the BEST ever! I love my b-day presents and all the advice on relaxing and such! Maybe we can help eachother with this workout thing! I love you!!! Kisses!!